ok so I’ve been thinking about you for the last couple of days and how im over here sitting like a fool writing another letter to put on my tiny lil website when I realized how much I love this, I love love and im so thankful to have someone I can share this love with, and there is no greater opportunity to send some love your way than a birthday celebration. I mean I literally JUST got my beautiful laptop back and the first thing I do on it is open a word document and write this 😭😭

so? happy birthday!!!! youre 21 now!!! this year was.. kind of rough but we’re still here, stronger than ever, we’ve made it through a LOT of shit(mb gang), we’ve had a lot of great moments, beautiful talks, we’ve shared pain, we’ve shared joy and we’ve shared a lot of uni projects, speaking of which im really thankful for this shitty uni because I got to meet u, and I can spend this whole thing talking about you and every single tiny detail about you I love, how you turned from a weird kid who sucks at relationships into the best version of myself yet and how patient you were with me, I could also talk about how really fucking interesting you are and how every time I sit and talk with you I get to find out more and more about you like baby stop please this is too much?? and I can also talk about how youre the person I trust most in the whole world and how you probs know more about me than everyone I know combined and lastly I can talk about how pretty you are but that might sound kind of weird so I wont😭😭

I know I said all these things before but I just cant help it yk?? im so very thankful for every detail in you and every second we shared together, every tiny piece of you I carry around with me either physical or intangible and maybe again I should stop talking because im beginning to sound crazy(im not wallahi im normal and can be trusted around tall extraordinarily beautiful kinda gay blindingly white super interesting and a bit weird damietta women)(or not🥴)

but yah I hope summer this time around treats you well even if im not present in it as much as I like, and I hope we get out of this hellhole and somehow be stupidly rich and hopefully witness our enemies crashing and burning and I hope that ill still get to share life with you and find little bits and pieces of you in everything I love and cherish in this world and no matter how difficult it gets ill always be here for you and that I love you so very much more than you imagine and if I spent the rest of my life just writing letters it wouldn’t be equivalent to a fraction of the love I feel towards you

yours forevermore,
seif